The Reflections Of My Life...

Kau Ni Mabuk Ke Haper???

2011-01-25T06:40:00.000-08:00

Yuhuuuuu~

(Beberapa hari sebelum nak exam)

Tok tok tok...
"Pasha oy... tengah tido kerr???". Aku dikejutkan bunyi ketukan pintu oleh hausmate ku di pagi hari yg pada ketika itu aku sedang enak tidur dibuai mimpi indah. Aku cuba untuk mencapai cellphone ku, jam sudah menunjukkan pukul 10.30 pagi. Dengan kudrat yg ada, aku dengan tidak semena2nya bangun dari katil sepantas kilat lalu membuka kunci pintu. Tiba2, mataku mula berpinar, semuanya kelam, gelap dan hitam seperti malam bergemerlapan tanpa sedetik cahaya. Kepalaku mula sakit. Badanku mula rebah tetapi aku cuba berdiri dengan segala kekuatan yang ada. Aku terhuyung-hayang cuba meluru ke arah katil sambil melanggar heater, habis segalanya terbongkang bersepah. "Eh, kau ni mabuk ke haper???" kedengaran suara disebalik kegelapan penglihatanku. Pengsan seketika. Sedar2, aku telahpun berada di atas katil kepeningan...

Gitu ayat novel karangan budak darjah tiga. Hurm. Hausmate bagitau yg tadi tu sebenarnyer postural hypotension. Ooo patutla syncope sekejap wktu tu. Dah lama agaknya tak kena benda tu sbb Pasha dulu selalu jugakla kena ape kebenda hypotension tu sejak empat lima tahun lepas. Adakah ini disebabkan exam yg kian mendatang??? Xde kena mengena. Tiba nak feeling pengsan ala2 Rebecca ANTM gituuu... Motip~

So sekarang ni Pasha da abes dua paper exam, satu lagi lusa ni. Ntahler. Tension jugakla asyik pening2 dua tiga minggu ni dengan endless demamnyer. Tapi best jugakla semalam dapat tengok dengan Ikram live konsert penyanyi kesayangan Pasha, Harel Skaat yg buat kat Tel Aviv tu. Tiba feeling ala2 ada kat sana amek pics mintak autograph terjerit2 segala.

Hurm, gitulah gamaknyer cerita yang ada sepanjang minggu ini. Diharapkan agar dapatlah jawab dgn bagus exam lusa ni. Nah enjoy music video bawah ni, Pasha cameo dalam tu, haha. Dan jangan lupa nantikan music video terbaru dari Pasha yang akan di premier kan akan datang.

Toddles~

Russian Moviemania...

2011-01-07T12:35:00.000-08:00

Yuhuuu uols~

Havoc betul yer sepanjang minggu pertama tahun 2011 ni, banyak betul berlaku kes-kes bom sana, bom sini, banyak ikan-ikan terapung mati, burung-burung pun sama. Teringat pulak lagu Kol Hatziporim. Hurm, ntahler uols, it's creeeeepy...

"The world as we know it will soon come to an end...".
Macam pernah dengar??? Skrip movie 2012 gituuu.

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Sekarang ni Pasha tengah cuti menanti exam yang tak sampai 2 minggu ni, dengan stadi yang tak pernah-pernah nak habis, Pasha sempat lagi menonton beberapa movies yang bolehlah dikatakan menarik sepanjang cuti Krismas harini.
Tema movies hari ini adalah: Russian movies (Inhabited Island, First Love, Interny, ~~Hantu Kak Limah Balik Rumah~~)

Obitaemiy Ostrov (Inhabited Island)

Filem ini mengisahkan seorang angkasawan dari Bumi, Maksim Kamerrer, mendarat di sebuah planet ape entah yang dihuni oleh orang-orang yang pelik. Planet tu agak advance la jugak dari segi teknologi tapi setiap hari seluruh penduduknya akan mengalami epilepsi yang tidak terkawal menyebabkan convulsions dan intense pain kepada diorg. Gituuu... Ntah kenapa semua nya ala2 sawan berbuih mulut lepas tu merapu ntahaper ala2 mind control ajer, skyeri uols, terlebih amek barbiturate kot, tiba.

Vasiliy Stepanov sbg Maks, ala2 Gossip Girl Season 1

Lepas tu Maksim kne tangkap oleh sorang rimau ni, Gai Gaal, dibawa ke pejabat pendaftaran negara untuk di escort menjadi askar kt situ. Takpasal2. Lepas tu Maks ni pergi la kat satu restoran ni then berkenalan ngan pompuan bernama Rada. Rupanya si Rada ni adik kepada Gai tu, so dia pn tggl la dgn diorg sbb Maks tu xde tempat tggl. Lepas tu banyak lagila drama2 yang berlaku,
malas nak tulis panjang2. So far cherita ni besh jgkla ngan props yang extravaganza dan scene2 yang ala2 taraf Hollywood. Worth watching walaupun xberapa nk paham sbb subtitle hampeh sgt.

First Love (Pervaya Lyubov)

Cherita ni dah banyak kali dah tengok sejak dua tahun lepas, cuma saja je rewind balik. Sengal kan.

Movie ni besh jugak sbb jalan cte dia ala2 High School Musical walaupun hero dalam cte ni xberapa nak ala2 Zac Efron. Tapi takdelah hauk mana pun pelakonnyer.

So schveet...

Aww cutenyer...

Mengisahkan tentang cinta antara Aleksandr / Sasha dan Tanya dalam misi menyelamatkan Dom Kultury, tempat ala2 Istana Budaya gitu, daripada ditutup. Si Sasha ni jumpa minah Tanya ni kat konsert DJ MC Maxim, abang Tanya, dari situlah terserlah bakat Tanya sebagai seorang penari yang bagus. Pada waktu yang sama, bestfren si Sasha, Ivan ada crush kat si Tanya tu. So ala2 gaduhla berebutkan awek. Whadda.

"Aku pandang engkau..."

"... engkau pandang aku."

Maka syaitan ditengah2nya. Haha.

Lepas tu, kawan2 Tanya ni buat betting ngan group laki kawan2 Sasha untuk lawan bolasepak, so kalau diorg menang, group laki ni kena join kelas menari ballet kat Dom Kultury ngan gurls tersebut. Besh jugak part menari ballet tu and part2 lagu ala2 HSM.

Main bola sambil pakai skirt, engkau aderr???

Tampar-menampar ketika bermain bola, engkau mampu???

Akuly VS Rakety

Lagu Odnoy Sudboy

Interny (Interns)

Interny ni pulak adalah comedy teleseries mengisahkan gelagat empat orang medical interns kat sebuah hospital di Moskva.

Dibintangi oleh Ilya Glinnikov, yang berlakon sebagai Ivan dalam First Love n penari waktu lagu Tatu dalam semifinal Eurovision kat Russia 2009. So besh la jgk.

Btw banyak kali orang lain tanya kenapa Pasha tak tengok cerita2 tv series psl medik ke hape, asyik2 tgk ANTM, Gossip Gurl n Vampire Diaries jer. Helooo... lantak aku lah nak tengok hape, so temanyer kalau aku ni medic student kne tgk House ngan Grey's Anatomy jer la??? Daa... Huh, seriozhna. Pasha xtgk sume2 tu sbb cte2 tu xberapa menarik minat Pasha utk menengoknyer. Tapi Pasha still jgk ader tgk series yg bertemakn medik mcm 3lbs, tentang organ transplants yg agak interesting. Whatever jela kan, pasal tv series jer, itu pown nak kecoh ahaks~

Dr Chernous, pretty but too blonde (dumb) and clumsy ahaks~

*Hoi, da lama sangat da ni dok tulis benda ngarut ni, cepat sambung stadi!!!*

Choi, bole pulak lupa pasal stadi kan,
Oops~

Happy New Year!!! Shana Tova!!!

2011-01-01T13:09:00.000-08:00

Yuhuu uols~ It's 2011!!!

Yea yea yea, everybody is talking about their new resolutions n sh**s, whateva. Especially this little B that was bitchin bout bags and boots for this new year.

Anyway, it has been quite a stressful period two weeks ago coz I was sick, havin flu, coughs and headaches. The weather was kinda chilly and weird plus the internet had been cut down for such a long time bcoz we did overused it and exceeded the quota given *great!*, somebody had downloaded too much I guessed and caused a chaos, urgh, these things just made me sick even more.

However, I did managed to vid call my mum today, it was such a relief as I was like having a homesick or somethin, we had a great chat about what's goin on with my family n other stuff and I also got to see my so called pet, Fibo the cat. I miss Fibo so much. I also had a vid call with my besties, miss them so much that I wished I was with them when they're together celebrating the new year.

As I begin to reflect my past, I realized that last month was quite an interesting month for me as I had started to become a shopaholic, buying things especially at the H&M stores, the fast fashion garments store. Long stories short, after I had my appointments in Cairo, I went straightforward to the City Star Mall and head up to H&M store. As it was the beginning of the holiday season sales, I saw a lot of red cards written 50% 60% off hanging and dancing gracefully as if they called me to buy the garments. When I was walking towards them, I then realized that I walked into the women's department, so the sales were only meant for the gurls. *damn*. But then I went into the men's department and my eyes were pointed straight towards a gray wool cardigan that I were always wanted it before this, coz I did browse that cardigan via the H&M's website and will get it no matter what.

What a warm wool cardigan you are. EGP 199 without off. Urgh.

Taking some ooh-ive-just-bought-this-new-cardigan-so-let-met-show-off pictures.

Is this the reason why did you bought this damn cardigan???

And then I've also bought few t-shirts and others. Went there twice and still couldn't resist to buy even more. Hurm.

My new year's ~~resoulution~~ resolution:
1) Not to skip classes anymore
2) Study harder (I guess this was written many times for every of my past ny resolution)
3) Recovering from shopaholic syndrome
4) Being such a strong person and confident in everything that I do
5) Lose some weight, coz I'm fat, duh
6) Loving my family and friends even more

So I hope that I will fulfill my resolution and will become such a better person than the previous year. Buhbye~

Selamat Hari Raya!!!

2010-09-08T23:28:00.000-07:00

Yuhuuu uols~

Kembali semula bersiaran bersama Pasha yg dh lamew xupdate blog ni, anyway uols, esok rayer kan, so Scha rasa hepi sgt harini yaww... Xde benda sgt utk dicheritakan, just nk flash kembali memori2 lpas semenjak berada di Malaysia ni...

18 Julai - Waktu ni bday Hasif, adew Ikram n Zol, so ktorg celebrate kt Teluk Chempedak yg makin glam tu, dduk mkn kt McD, then tepi pantai, snap2 gmbr gegar segala... Rambut Scha still panjang lagi uols!

10 Ogos - Waktu ni Scha keluar dgn Adli, pergi Icity malam tu, penuh lampu liplap2 pokok berapi, siap singgah karaoke yaww, biaserla, Adli kn ske menyanyi, Scha ikowt jerr. The nexxt day nyer Scha pergi TimeSquare masuk Cosmoworld naik rollercoaster, dizzyizzy?? n other rides yg menggerunkan, mmg terjerit2 waktu tu, so skyeri... Then ktorg pergi shopping kat stu utk meredakan lelah naik benda yg xpatut tu...

Ni tgh berposing ayuwww, ala2 muslimah gituwww, di bwh pohon sakura berlampuwww, tp sedihnya Scha xlakuwww...

Hah, pendek pn rmbut Scha... Wktu ni Scha kat Klang melawat mak sdare then ade jmpe paksu Scha ni, dengan baju pink nye n rambut dia mcm lepas kerja malam, dok usik, "Hai nyahh, nyampah la you ni! Lamew xnampak...". Whadda??? Ko ingat ko sorg je bole gediks, haha... Tp bestla dpt jmpe sdare mara wktu cuti2 ni.

So skarang ni Scha kt kampung kat Melaka sdang mengemas2 bersempena Aidilfitri yg bakal menjelma esok hari. Penat nyerr... rs mcm nk cuti je pose last ni, haha, ooops, xpatut2... Anyway, Scha ingin mengucapkn Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir n Batin kpd uols semua!!! Toddles~

Shhhhhhh... I Have Secrets I Won't Tell

2010-07-01T11:19:00.000-07:00

Yuhuuuu uols~

It's been a while that I haven't post something in this private blog of mine... It's already first of July, btw, Happy Bday to my sista, I'll buy you a present after dis (ceh konon). Ermmm, I haven't got my flight ticket yet ~~(bitch!)~~ although I was excited to go back home in Malaysia since last week. For this week, I haven't finished the things I'm supposed to do before flying back home.

Things to be done:

Packing luggage
Buying souvenirs
~~Moving out to another place~~ cancelled
~~Mandrem-ing~~
Confirming date for air tickets
~~Watching new tv series~~
~~Downloading a lot and a lot of movies & series~~
~~Practicing Lady Gaga Alejandro dance~~

But then, I have found this interesting new tv series from ABC Family entitled Pretty Little Liar ~~Bitches~~, it's quite engaging and worth-watching. The series is about five friends, Aria, Hanna, Spencer, Emily and Alison who tell their secrets to each other and until one day, Allison was missing at a slumber party they're having. A year after, she was found to be dead but it seems that she still haunting the four gurls by threatening to reveal their dirty little secrets... Whadda... Such a backstabber biatch...

The Four So-Called Friends

My fav character, Aria with her brunette hair

Blondie Hanna

The leprechaun of the group

Kinda uptight n lady-like gurl

The Other Gurls

The dead haunting gurl

Blind one, the Jenna 'thing'

Spencer's sister

The leprechaun's weed mate, thank God there's no fairy in dis series

My fav actress

The Guys

What a story with beautiful gurls if without hot n hunky ladz

don't kiss n tell

aka Mr Fitz

Besides that, I've also watched a movie called Agora which is about the clashes between science and religion that was set in Alexandria, Roman Egypt. Kinda interesting coz it portrayed the Great Library of Alexandria as the center of knowledge and also the Great Lighthouse, one of the ancient wonders of the world (you can see it in my island on My Empire facebook game hihii).

The Old and The New 13

2010-07-01T10:55:00.000-07:00

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Blog2 Baru Yg Hawtz... World Cup...

2010-06-16T11:44:00.000-07:00

Yuhuuu uols~
Gaga in da Haus...
(Beginning mood; Lady Gaga - Alejandro)

*Lady Gaga pakai tudung*

Huh, setelah habis exam baru skarang rs nk update blog yg xdew org nak bacer ni, hihiiii... Hurm... Skarang ni rs mcm xdew mende sgt nak dibuat, tp dgn kemunculan dua blog baru yg hawtz ni (Ted's Folio dgn Precious Embroidery) dpt jgk menceriakan hidup Scha yg serba keboringan ini... Baru2 ni Hasif dgn Zul telah me'release'kn ~~album~~ blogs diorang, bdasarkan tema fashion dan shoppin'... Uuuuu yang penting kena glamz uols... Meletopz gituww... Temanye "engkau ader???", hahaha laser gitu ayat org tu...

Diorg pn dh release kn blogs, Scha pun nk tukar layout blog kepada tema Justin Bieber... Xtaw kenapa rmai sgt org suka + benci kt budak Bieber ni, nak kata comel, kambing yg slalu jalan kt dpan umah Scha tu pun comel, nak kata suara sedap, xsdap mne jgk... Pelik Scha tgk, haishhhh~

Whateva... so skarang ni tgh musim bola of course la Scha akan sokong Germany, sbb players dia sumer best2 n hebat2 belaka, xmcm Portugal tu, *boooooooo* ntahpape je hahahaha.... Tringat dolu2 waktu taun 2006, waktu tu world cup kat Germany, so selaks la Scha edit buku liriks Scha supaya menjadi sebuah log book dedicated utk team Germany ni bersempena world cup, pnuh dgn gambar2 players n bendera2 yg berwarna warni gituw... Eh, bendera warne warni tu benda lain *ahaks*...

Ni Scha nk tnjuk Scha's favourite players...

Lukas Podolski

Philipp Lahm

Miroslav Klose

Scha harap taun ni Germany menang kew... Hurmmm...

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*ala2 Madonna plus catwalk boys*

*Btw Scha rs vid clip Alejandro by Lady ~~Gagak~~ Gaga ni ade unsur2 Antichrist n Jews (eg: Gaga ttup mata seblah gune tgn n goggle apentah, jubah inverted cross n Magen David)
(Ending mood; Lady Gaga - Boys Boys Boys)

BestFrensForeva Scha Yg Disayangi...

2010-02-06T08:56:00.000-08:00

Yuhuuuu....

Uols ape khabar? Haaa... Ni my first entry in Bahasa Melayu, tp xlah sebaku n formal macam entry Ikram tu hihii... Sje nk tulis lain sket n gediks sket dri post2 yg tdahulu, ceh, mcm la ade yg nk terhegeh-hegeh tkan link n bc blog ni kan?? Hahaha... Anyway, ade aku kesah???!!! tibe... Okay uols, harini Pasha just nk tulis pasal kwn2 rapat Scha yg kt skola dlu, xpernah lak Scha crite psl diorang kat uols kan???... Hurmmm skarang ni diorg da ikot haluan masing2 menyambung pelajaran selepas tamat sekolah SPM 2007 dlu, OMG, rinduwnye Scha ngan diorg sjak kitorg bpisah... Sobs... Dh stat nak emo lak... Xpew2... Simpan dlu emo tu....

Ni Scha adew uploadkn gambar2 biaser yg separa gedik, adew gmbr yg over the top gediks tu utk private je takot2 ade antara uols ni tertarik plak kt diorg ni... Jeles lak xdew spew yg nak kt Scha ni hahaha...

Tersebutlah kisah 4 orang Charlie's Angels kat sekolah yg bolela nak kata femes kt Kuantan tu, kalau xkenal tu kenal2lah skola ktorg iaitu SABS... nama panjang Sultan Abu Bakar School, bkan skolah agama ye (slalu org ty sekolah agama ke bila Scha sebut SABS :D), sbb students sumenyew gediks2 gituw, ade jgk org pggil Sekolah Anak Beranak Setan, ntahle ape jadahnye... Xpew2, meh kte tgk spekah gerangan Angels-angels ni... Uuuu ala2 Victoria Secret la pulaks...

Haaaaa.... Yg ni namanya Hasif Hassan... Ni gmbr wktu skola mmgla nampak skema tp biler dh kat luar, OMG, vogue uols... Hehe... Antara kitorang berempat, dia ni la yg pandai bab2 baking masak sume, hah, kalau dh kt bilik ERT KH tu diala yg conquer sorg dok buat kek, biskut, pizza, nasi lemak, burger, berbagai jenis desert, kuih koci, apam dan segalanyer... Nak makan ape especially kek ke order je dgn dia, hah, mmg sedap... Mmg pakar betullah bab2 masak anak teruna sorg ni, baguih naaa, bole wat menantu, senang idup dunia akhirat weeee.... Bkan saje pandai masak, tp tgn si Hasif ni mmg berseni, mmg berbakat sejak azali kowt pasal tu la dia amek subjek seni dulu... Wow... Dia slalu tlg lukiskn ape2 sbb lukisan dia cantik mcm gambar kat dalam novel It's All About Love tu, dia yg lukiskn... And then dlu dia ni satu kelas ngan Scha waktu form 3 tp ktorg bpisah lak sbb dia kt kelas len wktu form 4 & 5.... xpew2 yg penting ktorang tetap BFF...

Hasif ni minat Britney jugak mcm Scha... Gewdiks gitu especially wktu lgu My Prerogative bru kuar... Ngeee... Lpas habis form 5, dia sambung blaja ke Matrix Pahang ngan Adli... Then dpt tawaran dia sambung blaja kt UM lak wat course chem engineering... Haaaaa engineer gituw uols nnt gali minyak ke kt ala2 timur tengah ni, bule join belly dancing... *geleks* :D Tiap2 kali Scha ym dia tanye buat apew, dia slalu tgh stadi... Baguih tol.. Patutla excel manjang tiap2 sem ye, anyway Scha wish all da bes for you in ur study n moga2 berjaya kelak... Grad nnt jgn lpe jemput Scha hihiii...

Uuuu pink putih gituw uols...

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Uuuu... yg ni pulak namanye Ikram Hamzah, OMG glam gituw uols... Dia ni pulak paling havoc skali antara kitorg berempat, ala2 socialite Upper East Side gituw kat SABS tu, habis semua org dia kenal kt skolah, bdak2 junior, senior2 :P, geng2 stu form, semua cekgu2, pakcik jaga, tukang kebun, n especially akak kantin, sebut psl kantin tringat dolu2 waktu rehat ktorg pergi kantin, akak tu selalu kena usik ngan Ikram ni ala2 cokek-mencokek lg latah-melatah hihii... Havoc gituw uols... Rindu akak tu... Okey, berbalik smule kpd kisah Ikram ni. Kalau dlm kelas ktorg mmg xsah kalau xde bunyi huha2 galak2 ketawa dri Ikram ni especially ngan Ecah n Adli... Kiranya dia ni mood lifter la dlm kelas ktorg tu yg ktorg hepi slalu tgk dia galak ngan kawan2 len, joking2 sume, so happy the bombastic uols... Kalau dia xde ke absent ke kt kelas mmg sunyi... Hurmm... Ikram plak suka bab2 berkawan ngan sume org especially ngan foreigner ke, hah, kawan turkiye adew, rusia ade, french ade, greek ade, greenland ade, swiss ade, hehehe sje Scha over-exaggerating jap... Maknenye circle of friends Ikram ni mmgla besar, dgn semua dia bgaul, dh mmg mcm 1 Malaysia pulak hihiii...

Hurmm... dlu Scha sekelas ngan Ikram waktu form 4 & 5... Mmg besh waktu shkola dlu sbb Ikram ni pun ala2 havoc ngan cekgu2 sume, especially ngan Cikgu Sulaiman, cekgu kelas ktorg wktu form 5 dlu... Sume gedik2 abes gurau2 ngata2 kumpulan adek2 la, menege dgn senior la hihii... oops... hehe... nk ketawa Scha tringat sume moments tu... Lpas form 5, Ikram smbung blaja masuk form 6 kat SABS jugak... Havoc uols sbb wktu tu ade byk AFS exchange students yg dtg... Amboi Ikram heaven ek, hihiii... gedis... So btambah2 la kwn2 mat salleh dia especially si W dri Perancis tu hehehe... *ehem* Jeles Scha xde kwn mat salleh ke omputeh ke... Almaklumla Scha ni penyegan n xlaku orgnye :P... Skarang ni waktu2 cuti selalu Scha online msn ngan Ikram, webcamwhoring sume ala2 gediks gituw... Dgr lagula, tgk utube, gossip2... Weee... Tibe ala2 Adli... Skarang ni Ikram tgh tggu result STPM, so Scha wish moga2 excel nnt kuar result tu... Havoc slalu k...

Memang havoc...

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Hmmm.... and yg ni adalah Adli Adnan... hotz gituww uols... Dolu2 waktu dia bru masuk form 4 kt SABS, dia sekelas ngan Scha, ala2 senyap baek muslimah gituw, tp ble dh kenal, amboi bkan men gewdiks lagi hihiii... Adli ni jgk havoc dlm kelas ngan Ikram dan Ecah... Ketawa2 galak2 xkira masa mmg mencetuskan kegumbira'an kepada setiap ahli kelas tu... Adli jgk ske menyanyi xkire masa especially kalau ade waktu cekgu xmasuk wktu free gitu bole gedik, tringat wktu tu Scha nyanyi ngan Adli lagu ala2 Kak Nita ngan Ning Baizura, soprano sore ktorg uols... Merdu bak kicauan burung kayangan *ahaks* perasan.... Nyanyi ala2 dlm cte Sutun tu... Besh tol...

Tp stu je Adli ni, dia ske sgt majuk, haha, Adli jgn marah, nnt kne jual... tibe... Mmg klakar, kalau Scha adew ngata2 ke terover usik ke (ja'at mulot Scha ni) or spew2la yg usik dia wat dia terasew, mesti dia majuk, kalau majuk tu x sah kalau tak tego smpai bunyi loceng abes waktu skola, xjalan sme2 nk balik, smpaila esoknyew, kalau dah reda barula tego balik, kalau x, wat xlayan je ala2 gediks gituww ngeeee... Adli ni hotz jgk kt skola dulu, slalu kne suet2 phewit2 ngan bdak2 klas len... Choiiii... Femes gituww... Scha pun kire nk tumpang sekaki la nk jgk kne suet kononnyew hahaha... Desperate nak attentions btol haha... So lpas form 5, Adli sambung blaja ke Matrix Pahang jgak ngan Hasif, huhuuu havoc gitu diorg bdua ni kt Matriks, mcm2 cte Scha dgr wktu tu ngeee... hehe... btw Adli ni mmg ske la bab2 kebudayaan ni, sjak masuk matriks dlu siap masuk kelab kebudayaan, practice menari sume, masuk ptandingan itu ini, uih, bkan men lg, smpai kt UiTM pun nyempat lg masuk2 ptandingan mnari... Adli skarang kat UiTM wat course kejuruteraan polimer... Hotzz gituw, haaaa... spew2 nk tempah Adli utk mnari kt ape2 function ke bolela call dia, mcm2 tarian dia reti, belly dancing, tarian tradisional, sumazau, bidayuh, kadazan dusun, itu ini, pole dancing pown reti hehehe... Anyway Scha nk congratulate Adli sbb mnang aritu mnari ape ntah and wish moga2 success sume :D...

Maintain hotzz...

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Hah... Sapew xknal dia ni dlm Charlie's Angels mmg xsah... Firdaus Zulkefli nama diberi, tetapi bdak yg selenger ni kt skola dlu dah bertambah chantek n sekarang ni dh btukar nama, Pasha aka Scha *wink*... Uuuuu... "Ape ko ingat ko chantek???"- laser gitu ayat Hasif ngeee..... Xpew, perasan xkne bayar... Puas ltak glow n tmbh light kt gmbr atas tu, tp still gelap jgk, huh sunburnt btol ngehehe... Antara empat2 org ni, Scha la paling senyap n ayu gitu hahaha... Okay, xde mende dah nak cte pasal Scha, puji dah, perasan pun dah... Weeee.... :P

Hah kau, makin chantek sekarang... uwekkk haha

Haaaaa.... Ni Scha nak tunjuk gambar2 lama Scha n da frens kat skola dlu... Gediks gituw uols

Zaman2 Sekolah... Weee...

Hah, ape uols ingat Scha ni xreti modelling... Ni kat library waktu seblum SPM dulu nyempat lg snap gmbr buat photoshoot... Glam x uols? Glam kan.... :D Ade jgk gmbr photoshoot Hasif, Ikram ngan Adli, vogue uols... nk tengok?? nak tengok?? xbuleeee :P... hihiii...

Bunga yg kembang mekar... Cantik kn? Hihiii...
(Adli jdi photographer, Fajrina, Zatie, Ikram, Hasif, Scha)

Hepi kan?? Hepi kan???? Hepi kan???? Mmg happy... :D
(Na, Sue, Zatie, Lyssa, Finie, Ikram, Hasif, Firdaus, Adli)

Lpas Abes Sekolah... Ngeee...

Hawt gituw uols... Pink puteh pink puteh... Yg seblah kiri sekali tu ialah Pally... Waktu kat umah Hasif kat Jalan Lengkok tu hihiii... S****, A*****, N****, Pasha... Uuu glam... Hahaha jokin' only... Censord uols....

Banyak namew betol, kejap Charlie's Angels, kejap Destiny's Child, kjap Power of Four, Powerpuff Gurls xnak pulak ngahahaha...

Catwomen...

Okayla, smpai sni je post Pasha yg paling panjang setakat ni, dh dua hari Scha amek masa nk siapkn tulis mende ni over lak hihii, dh macam diary Scha la pulak kan.... Uols sumew take care ye, buat uols sumew, kalau uols adew kwn2 yg BFF tu xkirala spew2 ke, appreciate la diorg ye, jaga hati n selalu ambil tahu psl diorg, sharing2 sumew barula caring so that the friendship akan kekal hingga ke akhir hayat n dpt dbawa ke akhirat nnt, moga2 dptla berjumpa semula di kehidupan selepas tu... Ngeeee... Sobs... Barula nk emo.... *uwaaaaaaa*..... Rinduw korg :((... K bye2 uols...

Is It Wrong To Be Long Haired?

2010-01-06T01:50:00.000-08:00

How am I gonna start this story? Alright, first of all on this morning I went to the hospital for the EE session with Dr Mageed on the topic of ECG. After a lot of talking and teaching by him, there was a moment when he gave me a look then asked me:

Dr Mageed: Do you kno' how to put the leads of the ECG machine? (sort of)
Me: (clueless) Erk... yea??..
Dr Mageed: (speakin' in arabic) blah blah blah rafruf sha'run shakira mebarak paula abdul etc etc etc, cut your hair...
Me: Alright... (feeling embarrased)

Hurm, I wonder what's the relation between putting ECG leads and long hair... Afterwards I went outside and left the hospital as the session ended, heading towards TEData for internet payment. While I was walking, I started to ask myself, is it actually wrong to be long haired as a male? Yea some person will think that I am just kinda bi*** that wanna go for a sex transition, others think that I am just being gewdiks as usual and some are just fine with me. Hurm... But being in this country, majority males are short haired and mostly people always look males with long hair as transverse, transvestite, tranny, shemale, khawal, maknyah, pondan, apon, bapuks and so on depends on how people call them haha. I don't blame on all these people's perception on the bapuks group as they have their own reasons for that.

But my thoughts are: "So what if I have a long hair?? Whateva..."

My intention to have this long hair is not to imitate or being like a woman but I am feeling that this hair will bring beauty and blessing to me besides covering my acne and scars on my face. I know they're gross so don't give me that look okay, hehe, I've seen many already. Yea, I have this some self-conscious thing in my life since having acne problems and this kinda restricting me from being happy, joyful, socialized kind of person so that I have been the most quite person despite of being in a kecoh-bising-kepoh-overgewdiks group hehe jokin'. Since high school, I always envy and jealous to my friends especially the closest bff as they are not having this kind of problems besides having the beauty and well-dressed manner, it's just making me felt like an ugly duckling or the blacksheep in da Charlie's Angels group :D (credit to Hazwan for coining this term officially on Facebook hihii).

SABS Charlie's Angels? Destiny's Child? Power of Four? Whatever we call ourselves, we are always BFF n brothers

But as time goes on, I learn how to appreciate and accepting myself as I am with the blessings that I have been given from God. I think that it is not wrong to be long haired as dressing well and looking good demonstrate the blessings of God. Even Beloved Prophet Muhammad and Prophet Jesus (pbut) have long hairs.

Maybe it's just on how I styled my hair that makes me look like a drag queen but I only brush my hair a lot to the front to cover the sides of my face differently from other male colleagues who're (not whore okay) combing their long hair to the back. As for today, my hair was an absolutely disaster and so messy bcoz of having this morning stomach pain (I dunno why I had this pain for a few days before) that made me rushed to get ready before heading to the hospital.

So people, be who you are and how you wanna be and learn to accept all variety of people with distinctive characteristics as they are. That's why God creates us differently with different races, skin tones, hair colours and other physical appearances so that we know and be friend with each other towards peace and prosperity.

God is beautiful and He loves beauty.

BFF

2009-12-30T06:54:00.000-08:00

Just went through these photos and a lot of memories kept flashing in my minds, it's good to review back to your past as it guides us to go through our lives, present and future...

Although some would thought that friendship ends when school ends but I'm thinking in the opposite ways because friendship will be always meant to live forever for whom that appreciate and care about it...

Miss ya guys... :D

Yuhuuuu...

2009-12-29T14:49:00.000-08:00

Omagod it's been a long time ago since my last post, hurmm, okay whatever. Today is the beginning of my study week leave before having my final semester exam which starts on 30th January so that means I am having one month of holiday before the exam. Dunno why the week leave's so long while the winter break's just only for two weeks. Duh.

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Celebs Twins - Oksana Fedorova and Rebecca Romijn

When I was watching a Russian tele-comedy-musical, Zolotaya Ribka, I thought it was Rebecca Romijn whom starring as Alexis Meade in Ugly Betty. They both are very look alike. Hurm

Aww... Dima and Oksana

Song by Dima n Oksana

Hilarious Pjer n Povaliy

Funny song from them

Slytherin Robe Making

2009-09-16T10:19:00.000-07:00

Now I am making for the Slytherin Robe for my sister. I have improved some of the design from the first robe. The type of fabric that I am using for the outer black cloth is different from the first robe coz the fabric is more like a school trousers fabric.

Indeed I haven't managed to finish it duh, but I'm thinking to start costume tutorials soon, might be next year, wanna complete this project and make other costumes such as Bellatrix dress or Voldemort's... Hurmm

Bregdan Anweald Gaefaluec...

2009-05-07T08:52:00.000-07:00

Dunno what to write actually coz my life was kind of dull for the past 7 months, duh... So nothing new in my life except that I am bored and sometimes being pressured with so many things to be studied coz the exam is just around the corner.

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Life sucks... Regretting about the choice that I have made... But nothin could be done to change it as time never turns back....

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Fides pertinacia et fatum, Deus me defendit,
Ex scientia lux ex spe fides, virtus sapientes vocat...

Blair???

Seder Anything...

2009-05-02T07:54:00.000-07:00

Whatever...

Rashid, You Will Always Be In Our Heart...

2009-03-28T12:22:00.000-07:00

Al-Fatihah
Muhammad Rashid Hidayat 1990-2009

A Friend That Will Always In Our Heart

I am actually kinda shocked when I've heard about this news from Ikram and indeed, it makes me realizes that life is short, someday one will be there and next time will not.

(No offense to others that might think that I'm regretting about this, keep remembering others bout him but I'm not. It's bcoz I haven't met a chance to meet him before n for the last time n I will always pray for him, may God bless his soul...)

Bye bye sobs....

2008-10-05T12:28:00.000-07:00

It's 3.35 am, just finished from packing my stuffs, mostly done by my mum, now with mix feeling of sadness, little bit of happiness, nervous, anxious, huh. Last Saturday, I went to Megamall to hang out for the last time with my friends especially with my best friends before I'll go to Egypt this evening, to be exact at 11 pm. We went to bowling lanes, but initially wanna go for movies but I can't be long in Kuantan then at that time coz I had to come back early to Shah Alam, we were having so much fun there (Mostly I threw the bowling ball and 'masuk longkang' haha), there were Hasif, Ikram, Adli and Zulfikri.

Me and Adli

Adli, Ikram and Hasif

Zul with his pose hehe

Zul, Hasif n Ikram

"Happiness can be found in even the darkest time..."

2008-10-01T10:22:00.000-07:00

There are a lot of great things happened. It is the Raya today and I had a lot of fun time here, I guess. Firstly I went to the mosque with my father and other relatives to perform Solat Sunat Aidilfitri. Actually we kinda late at that time as the mosque was crowded and full of people. Then, my family and I had our breakfast with ketupat, lemang with rendang (as usual we have this on Hari Raya) and other delicious dishes. Oh gosh but then I had stomachache because I haven't eaten in the morning before in Ramadan, so might be a shock to my stomach having food at that time duh. After that, we asked forgiveness from each other especially to our both parents and the elders. It's quite an emo moment at that time. Then we went to visit our late relatives. So much happened, can't write too much for now haha.

Aidilfitri

2008-09-30T11:40:00.000-07:00

Hmm... Tomorrow is raya, can't wait, but I felt sad coz many things happened these days. With a few days left, I can't hold it no more. I felt like I have not much time anymore to do what I want or whatever it is, felt like wanna have a Time Turner duh.

"See me here in the air, not holding on to anywhere, but holding on so beware, I have secrets I won't share. See me here pushing you, if I then deny I do, contemplate or wish away, if I ask you not to stay..." - Tatu (Can You See Me Now)

I listened to this song just now when I was knitting and I felt the intense from these phrases. It is like being freely without depending on others, do what you wanna do, and secrets are so vulnerable to be revealed. And also about the pressure from other things happened throughout the life. This song is very emo compared to the others like 30 Minutes which is full of sorrow and Stars.

Huh

2008-09-30T06:13:00.000-07:00

I had to start a new blog again and I have moved the posts to this blog. Probs again.

Balik Kampung...

2008-09-30T02:37:00.000-07:00

It's 2.28 am, tomorrow, I mean today I'll go balik kampung to Melaka. Miss my relatives and hope to see them soon. And miss my friends too. Maybe I will go to hang out with my friends this Saturday if everything's ok, hope so. I also haven't seen them for a long time.

9/28/08

Chornoy Plaschik... My HP Robe

2008-09-30T02:36:00.000-07:00

I have completed it... Yay, actually I have cut the sleeves wrongly as they became too long, but then managed to repair it with the help of my mum. Thanks mum. Tomorrow I will go back to my hometown, gosh, I haven't pack anything yet, and it's 3.31 am now.

9/26/08

Yay and Huh...

2008-09-30T02:35:00.000-07:00

Yay, I have finished my robe, thanks to mum, she helped me to sew the sleeves onto the robe coz I couldn't make it so. But huh, there are only a few days left for me to be here in my home as I will travel to a very far place in the early of October. Actually, if I have the Mirror of Erised, it could explain why I sigh about me that will go to continue my studies. Haha, just 'merepek' only. Instead of 'merepek' I should make a 'kerepek' for this Hari Raya.

"Erised stra ehru oyt ube cafru oyt on wohsi..."

Next time I will upload the picture of the robe Ive completed

9/25/08

Happy Birthday To Me... haha

2008-09-30T02:34:00.000-07:00

Myspace Happy Birthday Comments & Graphics

It's my 18th birthday today and now I am still in process of completing my PoA style Gryffindor school robe, quite tired actually coz last 2 days, I slept at around 6 am and yesterday, I slept at 4 am, just to sew all that clothes, hehe. And my Gryffindor scarf is not completed yet. Duh.

9/23/08

Robe Making...

2008-09-30T02:33:00.000-07:00

Just a piece of cloth for the hood

Oh gosh, it's 2:44 am right now, I am still haven't finished my sewing n cutting of clothes, and now I'm still hangin with my lappie surfing the internet. I only have nearly 2 weeks for completing the robe before the Eid and my flight on the first week of October. So many things to do right now, cutting, knitting, sewing, chatting (hehe). I am knitting a new Gryffindor with wider breadth so that I can sew it into a two layer scarf. And this will take a longer time to complete it duh. By the way, I still cannot find a Time Turner here as my search in Borders past few weeks has turned me down. I have no choice besides buying it from the internet via Ebay or NobleCollection or online toystores perhaps.

9/16/08

Hapizmon ze numa numa yey...

2008-09-30T02:29:00.002-07:00

I have just read about many internet phenomenon in Wikipedia. It reminded me to a song, a very catchy tune song that I loved, it is Dragostea Din Tei from a band, O-Zone. Then, I found many version of this song, Thai, Vietnamese, Afrikaans, Hebrew, Indonesian and many more. But the most other version of Dragostea Din Tei that I like is the Hebrew version that was performed by the cast of Festigal 2004.

Dragostea Din Tei by O-Zone

"Hapizmon ze numa numa yey, numa numa yey, lo mevin milah OK!"

Vietnamese version of Numa Numa song

Buka-Bukaan by Barakatak

Besides the Numa Numa song, this next song reminds me about the year of 1998 which is the year of this song was popular, I guess so, can't remember much already, coz it was always played on air.

Tunak Tunak Tun by Daler Mehndi.

9/11/08

Let The Magic Begins... hehe

2008-09-30T02:29:00.001-07:00

I have bought my sewing stuffs, rulers, knitting threads with a pair of knitting needles. By learning knitting from DIY Threadheads, I have tried to knit a Gryffindor scarf. Hope to knit it well.

8/29/08

Harry Potter Gryffindor Robe Making

2008-09-30T02:27:00.000-07:00

I have just started my project of making a Harry Potter Gryffindor robe (PoA style). Sort of confused right now, the drafts of the robe only 30% finished, now I am searching the DIY how-to-knit a Gryffindor scarf, I will get the badges from the embroidery shop, have the tie already, next things to but are cotton-polyester or maybe broadcloth, light denim also sounds great, a maroon silk-like cloth might be perfect, hope to make a great robe like Starfire Phoenix, actually the purpose of me making this robe n stuffs is for preparing for the next premier of HP next year and for attending some cosplay gathering. So excited!!! I am also searching for a Time-Turner. I have browsed for it from Ebay and Noble Collection but it is not easy for me becoz they use cc as a method of payment as I don't have any of it. Huh. Dunno yet.

(A picture from Starfire Phoenix, I used it for reference, thanks)

8/26/08